NOSTALGESIA


The album "S.A.D - Sorrow and Despair" now available as part

of the collection "Vigilantes. Love. Sad. Food."

 

 


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Mr Clarke and The Seemingly Endless Shift

Music:- Sick and exhausted but still willing to fight


Mr Clarke worked hard, every day, but never seemed to get anywhere, all of his hard earned wages were immediately taken to pay the bills, as the stress levels grew and took their toll on his health Mr Clarke wondered why he continued on, why not break the cycle? But every way out that he could find ended up being blocked in some way or another so he continued to toil, but the stress affected his moods and he was irritable and often snapped at his wife for no reason until he pushed her too far away and couldn't pull her back, he eventually had a nervous breakdown, his bills went unpaid and he lost everything. After a lifetime of working hard it was all taken from him in a matter of months.
Lyrics:
more caffeine to keep the brain alert
my stomach is sick my head hurts
feel like crying all day everyday
i don't even know why
i only know i hate my life

anxiety
stress
pressure
I can't take much more

i want to quit this
but i can't see the exit
no way out


Professor Johnson and The Mind Destroying Love

Music:- Seriously, why bother?

Professor Johnson longed to see his daughter happy again, after the death of his wife in one of his less well thought out experiments she had cried endlessly. One night after completing work on his new telescope he found a planet that sustained life very similar to Earth. He watched the alien race go about their lives for some time, paying particular attention to one of the females, soon enough he had fallen in love and decided that a new mother for his daughter would be the answer to his prayers. He set about building a rocket ship so that he could go and woo his alien bride. Unfortunately, in typical Professor Johnson fashion he forgot that the images he was seeing through his telescope left the alien planet billions of years ago and that by traveling through space, although he would not age in his cryogenic sleep tank, everybody on Earth including his daughter would. Upon landing on the alien world he found that the planet had died a long time ago, torn apart by war. A sudden fear for his daughter took hold and he set off on the long journey back to Earth. His daughter was of course long dead and gone, forced to live out the rest of her life with no parents, she bore no children of her own which was a small mercy as her descendents would have faced the the Earth's horrific end as the sun died. Professor Johnson arrived just in time to bear witness.

Lyrics:
the universe is vast
when we look at the stars we look at the past
and the universe is so big
that your life may as well not exist

everything you've done
everything you've worked for
all means nothing
everything you worry about
everything you love
all means nothing

everything ends
your family and friends
will be nothing
everything ends
your pets and your belongings
will be nothing
ashes to ashes
dust to dust

in a billion years
the sun goes supernova
the earth burns into dust
no-one will be there to care

no-one will remember you
everything you say and do
means nothing


Mr and Mrs Flagstaff and The Undying Memory of Paris

Music:- And then I was truly alone

Mr and Mrs Flagstaff had been married for 57 years, they had recently been on holiday to Paris, the same destination that they had been on honeymoon so many years ago. They were so happy on that trip that it seemed particularly cruel for Mrs Flagstaff to be taken ill and then taken from Earth a few short weeks after their return. Mr Flagstaff would join his wife 3 months later, dead from a broken heart, his last days were spent reliving the trip to Paris over and over.

Lyrics:
The hospital called me today
they told me you were dead
we all came to see you
we stood round your bed
and said goodbye


Mr and Mrs Peterson and The Last Wave

Music:- One day she just let herself fall

Mr and Mrs Peterson had been struggling to make ends meet so Mr Peterson set sail in his fishing boat for a new job on a neighbouring island, he would be away from his beloved for six months but hoped to return with enough money for them to finally buy their own house. Unfortunately fate had other plans and a storm, the likes of which hadn't been seen in over 20 years, battered Mr Peterson's boat until Mr Peterson was claimed by the sea, never to be seen again. Mrs Peterson went out to the clifftop every day and stood for hours, scanning the horizon for her husbands return, but he never came, eventually she couldn't take it anymore and she collapsed, over the cliff she fell into the arms of her love.

Lyrics:
he's gone to sea
she stands on the beach and waves
but only the ocean waves in response
she prays for his return
when he's proved himself and made his fortune
but inside she fears the worst

she's standing on the edge of the cliff
she looks up at the stars and makes a wish
but there's a storm on the horizon
and the waves grow and the winds blow

he's gone to sea

he's gone to sea
and he's never been so wet and cold
he fights hard against the tide
he fights harder not to cry
and he's never felt so alone
and he wishes that he stayed at home
he looks up to the stars to navigate
but he's never going to make it home
the stars won't guide him home
a wish won't bring him home
her love won't guide him home
and the waves grow
and the winds blow
he'll die on the sea alone

Steve Williams and The Encroaching Blackness

Music:- Black, blue and grey, the colours of my sadness

Steve was lonely, he wandered the streets most nights, nobody said hello as he passed, he didn't think anybody even saw him. He'd look through the windows of the buildings he passed, he didn't know why, other peoples lives just made him feel more alone and miserable, sometimes he found himself wishing bad things would happen to them so they would be as miserable as him, one day they did but it just made him feel worse.
Lyrics:
There's a darkness inside of me
it blackens my heart infects everything i see
and this world is blue and grey
i look at the floor avoid the worlds gaze

and i'm about as miserable as anyone could be
and i'm so tired but i'm too worried to sleep
i'm choking down tears and they make feel sick
something's got to change i've had enough of this


Mr Roberts and The Majestic Clock Tower

Music:- How did I get here? How do I get home?

Mr Roberts spent his entire life realising one dream, to build the most majestic clock tower the world had ever seen, he envisioned great crowds of tourists flocking to gaze upon its majesty and his name to be entered in the history books as one of the worlds most revered men. Alas, he spent so much of his time building the tower and awaiting the crowds that he didn't meet any women to be his bride and thus didn't father any children to inherit the tower once he died, and die he did, alone and miserable as nobody came to see the tower, Mr Roberts was full of regret on his last day on Earth and wished he could start again with a different dream. The tower was demolished shortly after his death to make way for a new branch of a popular supermarket chain.

Lyrics:
take a look around
do you like what you see
is this where you expected to be
is it everything you wanted
did you marry the girl of your dreams
or is it falling apart at the seams
are you satisfied
or do you wish that you would just die

take a look around
where are you now
have you lost your way
did you make your mother proud
where's god did he stay by your side
where's your wife and kids
where's your mind
have you lost your mind

this is harder than i ever thought it would be
please make it easy on me


i regret everything
i forget what its like to be happy
i regret everything
i just wanted you to be happy